I didn’t watch Firefly when it aired…it was a Friday night show, and it was before the wonders of DVR (or even downloading shows off the Internet) came into my life.  I watched it a year or so later on DVD and was immediately kicking myself for not watching it sooner, despite its short life span on FOX.

Firefly was the start of my extreme crush on Nathan Fillion, who I usually refer to as my TV boyfriend.  It renewed my love of the space opera.  It was totally different than Buffy but equally enjoyable, and it assured me that Joss was not in fact a one-trick pony.  The fact that it was completely underappreciated still makes me seethe a little inside, and I’m constantly afraid for Dollhouse on FOX as a result.  The fact that Dollhouse got a second season was a welcome miracle.

So, since Dollhouse is on hiatus until the fall, and I’ve all but run through my DVR’ed episodes of Nathan Fillion’s new show Castle, I’ve decided to do a rewatch of Firefly so I can get my fix of both my favorite guys on TV.  Every week I’m going to watch an episode of the show and share my thoughts.  When I’m done, I’m going to watch Serenity and do a big recap of the series as a whole.

If you’d like to join me, I’ll post each week’s episode for your viewing pleasure (in case you don’t own every season of Joss on TV already!).  Share your thoughts on the episode in the comments.

THIS WEEK: Episode 1, “Serenity”

My first encounter with Felicia Day was in the original airing of Season 7 of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, where she played one of the potential Slayers (though I wouldn’t remember this until recently when I watched the DVDs). She was awkward and cute, and she survived until the end, which was no mean feat given the enormity of the situation before the Slayers.

Cut to a few years later (What? I’m not sure how many. If you really care, you too have the webternet on which to look such things up; I can’t be arsed) when a little mini-musical called Dr. Horrible’s Sing-a-Long Blog was taking the internet by storm. Two of its leads, Nathan Fillion and Neil Patrick Harris, were well known within the nerd community: Fillion from Firefly and Serenity, and Harris from How I Met Your Mother and nostalgia. The musical was funny and dark, and the songs had that solid-but-fun feel that Joss Whedon first introduced in the special Buffy musical episode, Once More With Feeling. But songs about an also-ran villian and his smarmy nemesis, while clever, would not be enough to carry this little phenomenon through three episodes and into countless portable devices. No, what it needed was a center, a beating heart on which to hinge all the silliness. And that beating heart was Felicia Day.

Ms. Day is no opera singer. Her voice is a little thin and wispy, but it’s true. There’s no bombast or overkill to her singing, just sweet simplicity. Penny drove Dr. Horrible more than his need to be in the Evil League of Evil, more than his quest for power, even if he didn’t acknowledge it. And it’s not until the end, when she dies as a result of one of his malfunctioning contraptions (SPOILER ALERT), that Dr. Horrible truly becomes evil. He no longer can feel anything, because his heart has been ripped out.

I ached with Dr. Horrible when Penny died. It’s a tribute to Felicia Day’s presence and skill that her death in this silly little musical could be so affecting. Nerd tears fell the world over the day Act 3 was released, and Ms. Day became the new girl every unloved boy (and some unloved girls) would give their Macs to meet.

I recently watched Ms. Day’s ode to gamer nerds everwhere, The Guild, in its entirety. It’s a funny, and kindly mocking, slice-of-life examination of a World of Warcraft-esque guild and its members. Her character, Codex, is awkward, shy and unsure of herself…in other words, just like every nerd in the history of ever. But she’s also smart and dryly funny, and pretty darn cute to boot (anybody want a peanut?). Zaboo (Sandeep Parikh) represents all of us when he becomes smitten with her. Codex also represents another part of all nerds, the one that always longs just a little to be one of the cool kids (illustrated by her lust for the douche-y stuntman), but will keep plugging along when it doesn’t work out.

I hope Ms. Day continues to get work and be prolific. She is talented, and smart, and witty, and she’s one of us (gooble gobble gooble gobble). And we could do a lot worse than her as a representative.

You can find all episodes of The Guild at www.watchtheguild.com, or you can buy the DVDs on Amazon. Seriously, check that business out!